a|one in the rain`*

..Ever walked by yourself in the rain

feeling the dampness of the air and the coolness of the water

on ur skin?

Thought that all your pain and sorrow

has been washed away?

But you're still alone.

all alone.

alone.

Monday, January 19, 2009

lols ok i noe i haven blog for long time ke, been playiing games and revising xD thanks to yun ying jie for calling and talking to me just when i was emo-ing (bet u didn noe that). anyways, here are some sentences that can express my feelings =)

你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

<3
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Saturday, November 15, 2008

If i held ur hand... would you make me let go..? cos i really dono, where i am.. When u gripped my arm, was that a message? I thought maybe it's sth u would do with ur friends =X so... is it or is it
not...

<3
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

haha been thinking since then; im actually not strong or cheerful as u think i am and though it sounds kinda pathetic, I AM HURT(and its not so much of u wanting to go back to the old times, but more of u listening to others than believing me). im actually not angry with you as i thought that i would be but im just so fed up with myself for not being able to convince you. i'm really not lying, believe it or not =X So i guess my life's going back again: wearing that mask and talking to no one bout my problems^^ i dont mind, its actually quite fun going to dental alone and staying at home along with the silence hurting my ears. And i still do love you. Let's see, a song rite now? and i think we know who its for:

Heart to Heart

Everytime i think of us,

my heart breaks into a million pieces cos

I never wanted it to end.

Status quo wont change i guess,

and i really really want to ask

will you stay?

but now it's okay.

So i picked my heart up from the sack

and tried to piece it back.

It's exposed,

I'm waiting for it to close

again.

And i think it hard not to be insane.

I love you,

I do.

Baby you know i can't live without you.

So stay with me through whatever;

you and me, just each other.

Cos all that mattered from the start:

It's forever, heart to heart.

Right now,

i can't make a sound.

Am i to keep it all together

or just let it whither...

You said boy don't say goodbye

but if i stayed it would be too easy to lose myself.

I'm not going to lie

to the stranger on that shelf.

I'm not strong, I'm very weak.

It's just that you gave me the strength to keep me on the peak.

But it's gone,

the plans i had went wrong...

I love you,

I do.

Baby you know i can't live without you.

So stay with me through whatever;

you and me, just each other.

Cos all that mattered from the start:

It's forever, heart to heart.

I love you,
I do.
Baby you know i can't live without you.
So stay with me through whatever;
you and me, just each other.
Cos all that mattered from the start:
It's forever, heart to heart.

And as the evening sun set, the city lit with a bloom of orange that over timewould disappear...

<3
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

if you dont want to leave, why wont you stay..?

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Thursday, October 9, 2008

lols lets get down to business ba... kind of a late post, but last friday was teacker kim's birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!^^ ur the best physics teacher i could have xD haha anyways gonna upload pictures(took two only):

The clique... (blur photo sry)!!

Bork, Deyi and Sam

Anyways... had a lot of fun on graduation day i must say ^^ so fun lo, after laughing at the cohort's graduation videos with its wacky pictures i went home to rest... not anti-social lo zz anyways received a call saying got class gathering and turned out i could go!! so fun..went for buffetat novena there den took loads of pictures!! haha(only one of me):

Bork. Cute!

Bork and Josh.

Josh enjoying his meal.

Wei Liang.

Wei Liang eating oktopus(ewww!)

Me(ugly rite?) and Wei Liang.

<3
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Thursday, October 2, 2008

it rained flowers these few days in my school. yellow ones, vibrant like the sun and they came down with the wind, fluttering like snowflakes. how i wish i could pluck one from the sky and pin it in ur hair, but that'll only make the flower pale in comparison =D im really sry for saying things i really shouldnt, its my brain, it just cant think straight >.<>. im trying to be my best, really. im not trying to push u to anybody when i ask u to ask others for help. do you noe deep down inside im cursing my own inability, screaming at my uselessness and pained by my guilt?

haiz. anyways... tml's gonna be the last day of bp, graduation day on monday^^ feel kinda passive.. it doesnt' feel bad OR good. probably due to my lack of school social circle, leaving me with only three of my male friends; you know how much i treasure u guys =D anyway, studying during the study leave(DUH)!!! LYRICS NOW LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED:

SORRY

Oh I had a lot to say

Was thinking on my time away

I missed you and things weren't the same

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all of your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

We get older and blame turns to shame

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

It's never too late to make it right

Oh yeah

Sorry!

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry baby.

Yeah, I'm sorry.

<3
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Sunday, September 28, 2008

wow just realised i haven't been blogging for a long time sia =X haha but no matter; feeling very darn happy rite now, how to say.. xing fu or... gao xing!? these days are really getting better except for the fact thatim probably dead for humanities and english... i cant absorb any information!!! i read le forget, either that get bored cant read, wtf. zzz anyways.. came in to do this quiz that i got from my sis =D i guess im doing well for chem e maths and a maths dono why suddenly feel like cant do well for O's... is it because im still slacking now? still cant get myself to study GRRRR!!! fuck. This is crap sia zzz... nvm try my bestest... still failing in eng summary and compo, realised i not really sure on the techniques to answer lit and SBQs!!! nvm =D

<3
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