..Ever walked by yourself in the rain
feeling the dampness of the air and the coolness of the water
on ur skin?
Thought that all your pain and sorrow
has been washed away?
But you're still alone.
all alone.
alone.
lols today had pe. sian-est pe i've ever had, if i may say so myself =.= so bored la, played badminton instead of my favourite basketball, but cant complain since badm's my favourite sport secnd only to basketball.I mean, i love the rush of adrenaline when ur playing a sport, u really get into it and there'll always be a smile on ur face while playing cos of that. The wind in ur hair and ur face feels great too =DD but today, i honestly didn get to feel that. plus, bork hang smashed into my hand with the racket, giving me a temporary shock o.o played badminton, and as always, had to warm up for a long time. At first playing with wl bh and josh wasnt so bad... cos it was rather funny that i missed the COCK. budden, as i began to warm up, suddenly felt like going serious and den fought josh 1v1. no offence, but no kick =.= zzz but he IS improving, at least =X bam bam bam win win win blah blah blah... den bork hang fight me... also win... but he must be tired... so im looking forward to opponents like wl and bh revitalized ==DD
o.o just came back from studying with meimei =D sometimes, i really wonder at what a girl she is... i mean, she has the ability to make you laugh and smile so easily =X but anyways... today went to study a maths and physics(a little). im a little worried for my maths, though i do have some confidence left for my brain. still thinking of joinging basketball in jc, but the standard of the players there will be like, 5 times of mine... i have no stnadard at all... lols KK NVM TUITION FRIENDS I SHALL BOOK U ALL FOR A BASKETBALL GAME TO BOOST MY CONFIDENCE!!! xDxD jokiing la... i dont even dare to drive... but play full court sure win xD heehee.... after O's, we shall, as SOMEONE said, go wild!!! haha... kk end of post... bye peeps, eat sweets!!^^
it's sunday... concert was yesterday... GONNA BE A FKING LONG POST MAN!!! haha =DD man.. yeesterda was fun. rushed to nanyang girls' and emo-ed along the way... sang did warm-ups, s lee made lots of fussin... DEN fun in the dressing room! lol MJ so funny la we keep suan him abt him being a girl and above that, having YELLOW things xD having fun everyone that is, dinner wasn't half bad either... really sang our hearts out at the concert and to my great surprise although i knew we sang quite well, everyone said it was superb!!!!^^(other than *coughs* mei *coughs* and *coughs* my mum *coughs*) oh ya, THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WE CAME TO SUPPORT(me) US!!! really appreciate it lo, all come down so far just to listen to some fameless choir >.< then ="X">
Anyways, on a more pensive note.. i jsut realised that the people around me are constantly asking questions, while im not. This has set me to so much thinking... Yunying jiejie asked me: "What is love?"and Shermaine meimei asked me: "How do you know if you like someone?". it was at this point that,i really felt speechless =S EVER. These questions somewhat made me question the realationship i had with..... werewe really in love? was being in love all about sitting together quietly, enjoying our presence, or just saying we missed each other..? dono
whee today went movie with bork hang, joyce and shermaine^^ deyi and wenlin pungseh us lo zzz later beat them xD hahah we met at 1.20 and den we went to eat at burger king!!! lol joyce and shermaine tried to play a trick on me but my quick reflexes and sharp thinking made them the victims too =XX haha after a while, i weent to meet my mom, bought socks and a new spraying water bottle(hehe).anyways, we watched the the newest batman movie... wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.. although i still dont like batman =.= the plot was super thick though and there were many parts where u really have to think back and understand...although batman stopped harvey from killing the weird madman(harvey was about to by flipping a coin and if tails, he's dead), he didnt really have to since harvey's coin was a both-side-heads coin. i bet none of u guys who watched the movie actually realised thatHarvey never really intended to kill the poor crazy dude =DD today was really fun haven had so much fun and good lucksince... dono when^^ haha going for tuition soon bye everyone!!!
o.o tml going out^^ with tuition people they all (they're really very good friends) and i cant tell u how much they make me laugh =DD see even bork hang is warming to them real quick even though we only meet once every week(sad thing) but cant be helped since we're from different schools T.T haha at least we must lian luo gan qing b4 we leave each other =S basketball, badminton, bowling, chatting and plain teasing is really what i want to do with them right now lo sighs... lol speaking of bball, i totally owned today!!! shot in so many balls using my instinct... the saturday practices really help =DD i nvr got owned hor meimei ^^ Sho sad, my xiiaomei went to the doctor to treat her poor ankle and got "ill-treated" poor thing sia she had to be injected and had some substance drawn out of her =X SUCH A SILLY GIRL LOR!!!! want sms her real bro also sms wrong... go sms fake bro zzz the way she sms super funny xD haiiz.. will update on tml's fun! i chuiong finish hist and ss hw already sia fast bo? hmm since im here, i want to tell GLADYS, CHIEW SHUAN, JIA LI and WAN LIN not to be angry at us express students already(if u all are)... im not sure if i laughed.. but its in our ben xing not to want to get into trouble. sorry all =S
hmmm yesterday went out with mei to study... haha but i ended up not studying much cos there was nth much for me to do, so i helped her with her questions =DD but, i dont now how she solve her questions de, nid use wad basic angle... so confusing lo my method much easier^^ (thanks vlee!!) hehe =XX dam, i think it's my fault that mei started coughing >.< i ate two ice creams in that day and she accompanied me... sry!!! =( haiz anyways, we started walking around after a long time studying and we talked quite a lot.
after reaching home, i thought more about that one statement that she made... I nvr really thought abt that, but now that i did, i realised for the first time that it's kinda hard! Wad would i do if after sec school, all the friends that i made from tuition and school (Bork Hang, Joshua, Wei Liang, my class mates, choir people, Gladys, Chiew Shuan, Jia li, Wanlin, Deyi, Wenlin, Shermaine, Joyce, Sam and more) vanished entirely from my life?I just donno... would i just pretend everything is fine or try in vain to make newfriends in my (hopefully) jc or (touch wood)poly life? HOW?! damn. even if we still remained in contact, we wouldn't have enough time for each other, our timetables would coincide. HOW?! that is, unless we go into the same school.... but that's highly impossible... Strangely, I feel that i'd miss my tuition friends more than my schoolmates, i dont noe why...perhaps since we only see each other once a week and because i have more fun with them? I really don't noe anymore... O well, at least bork hang's warming towards them, even though we're still kinda walking apart =S nvmnvm. zz
whee its thursday and im bored =__= and when i say bored, i mean bored =__= diao.tml having speech day and my pants are too small!!! damnit all super sian la... haiz my fault ba i nvr earlier go find sth to change. ah well at least got a bigger shirt now but still will look retarded with that bloody teal tie =X nvr looked nonretarded b4b anyways... so nvm. WORRYING FOR THE CHOIR NOW. some people are too selfish like to stay in their comfort zone dowan sing out. others lehh, scared that they will sing wrong then dont sing. others just no passion for choir dont care. FUCK U ALL LA. sing softly also means something rite? committee talking also dont care. we say wad also mean nth de rite? den nvm lo. we die for concert that is all... its ok!!! concert le free le i also dont care. pffft. kk. blehhh nth else to blog abt!!! byee
yoyoyo =D here to blog on the request of a particular someONE~ lols but kk serious. friday had tuition again(did i mention its the best day of the week?) haha. anyways... met mei at woodlands library at 725 and made our way to the admiralty mrt station. haha reached there super fast since its only one stop but joyce exagerrated lols say "we crawl so fast". den deyi, wenlin, joyce already there liao i tot so paiseh everyone waiting. but den, nvm cos turns out bork was eating at mac. waited for him and slowly, like a bunch of weird people that we are, made our way to the tuition centre. reached there at 850 but wasnt too late ba since we were the majority of the class xD sian two weeks le we went to the new (and bigger) classroom. super hate it sia i prefer the cosiness of the smaller room that we used to go to... the current one feels so empty haha. hais anyways.. quite an amusing lesson ba? not sure forgot the details le i still suck so much at phyics T.T ok anyways after that we went to kfc for a "small snack" and played 'truth or dare' and 'pass the bloody 1 dollar coin to its rightful owner'^^ failed tho. mei play cheat in both games =___= haha. ytd also went to meet her to take something from her and (maybe?) bothered her studying. haha she followed me around to borrow books sia ** lolololol nvm next time i provide u all with more song lyrics from secondhand serenade @.@ c ya all for now. bb =X
o.o founan old quiz my sis worked on. gaah speaking of which, she gave me a long scratch which ripped through the epidermal layer of my skin and gave me agony zz. haiz sure got scar there de. nvm not like people will like me anyway =DD quiz time:
1. At which age do you want to get married?
o.o i dono lehh... hmm depends on when i find the one i love =X
2.Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
well duh... U SAID friendS. lols gf ignore me at least still got friends to count on and talk to ma... gf so xiao qi. pffft
3. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
I trust everyone lo...maybe except wei liang^^
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope =X if i had, would i say above?( b4 the quiz)
5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
Save it la... animal-lover lai de leh =S but prolly will bitchslap that guy/girl and tell him/her to fk off
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
hmmm yea.. seen it once or twice.. prettay!!
7.What is your goal for this year?
get 9 -11 for my O lvl L1R5 and maybe... just maybe... get a gf? pfft
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Bleak bleak bleak. its possible for people to lovee each other even when they die.. but not forever o.o
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Hope not >,<
10. What feeling do you love most?
Happiness
11. If one day your best friend and girlfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
Depends on my point of view on that topic. If either gets angry, so be it.. i cant lie to make both happy^^
12.Name one qoute u like or thought of?
"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YUP!!
14. Do you like to hang out with friends?
love to... but hardly do so lehh.... no time i busy T.T
15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?
Family and best friends =D
16.If you were on a ship, your mother and your girlfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
Put my mum on the float den hold on to it, dragging my gf with me^^
17.If your girlfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
gaahh i wont blame her... look at me =.= haha
18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
eh.. dont understand ur question xzxzxz
19.Have you ever thought that you've made the wrong decision & you're in a dilemma after that?
yup.. zz
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20. Would you die for the one you love?
duhhh
damn.haha feel quite... urm relaxed?free? dono la. i managed to get it out of my mouth.. that burning statment. so yea, feeling ok-ish now if not for the guilt. hah.gaah guess there's no turning back and no point of looking back after all. ah well, back to yesterday's thingie. So now..apparently two girls noe that problem.. my jie and my mei. NOT GOOD. zz =.= i mean, seriously... So, after telling two people, the opinion i get is(strangely) different. haish. Also, some weird *koffs koffs* CCHS girls(not to mention Deyi) at tuition think that me and Shermaine got something. blehh. ahh like WTF. nvm nvm. change topic la diao. anyways, good luck to all CCHS students for their prelims which starts off tml with SS!!! how how? i got no discipline to study!! i need someone to force me den can zzz dam sad nia =.= Gaah they say being a teen is great, i'm just having tons of problems(i don't want?) in this period zz oh ya. Thanks Teacher Kim, our great Chem/Phy tuition teacher for remembering us even on her trip and buying that candy or wadever that looks like a dice. Wouldn't noe how it tastes lie tho, gave it to wenlin =X *winks* byeee
30th post^^ happy liao xD lols hmmm today my feelings are mixed. firstly, my parents went overseas today lols. Then, sam finally got and sent the song "all about you" to me =DD thank you sam!!^^ today planned on going library but ended up not going, ahem. haha. den suddenly thought of the problem. haish so sad sia. super dilemma. if she really likes me and that day comes, i dono wad to say. say yes dui bu qi myself... say no hurt her feelings... walk away or change topic will make her feel neglected.. FUCKK!!! zzz. super dumb. HOW?!?!?! dammit i wan suicide liao lo.
altogether.
Let's fall forever,
for each other.
Your tears are more
altogether.
Let's fall forever,
for each other.
I can't stay tonight
dam just had oral. so sucky. wa lau eh two cina teachers. dieee zz lols nvm la so bored now really wan bang wall lo. cs stop saying glad is my. . . zzz not fair to her la =.= sleepy. lols so sian i wan more seconhand serenade songs. diao aiyo im not gonna think abt chinees oral le... so shermaine dont think also!! haha^^
Melvyn Chua
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