a|one in the rain`*

..Ever walked by yourself in the rain

feeling the dampness of the air and the coolness of the water

on ur skin?

Thought that all your pain and sorrow

has been washed away?

But you're still alone.

all alone.

alone.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

If i held ur hand... would you make me let go..? cos i really dono, where i am.. When u gripped my arm, was that a message? I thought maybe it's sth u would do with ur friends =X so... is it or is it
not...

<3
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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

haha been thinking since then; im actually not strong or cheerful as u think i am and though it sounds kinda pathetic, I AM HURT(and its not so much of u wanting to go back to the old times, but more of u listening to others than believing me). im actually not angry with you as i thought that i would be but im just so fed up with myself for not being able to convince you. i'm really not lying, believe it or not =X So i guess my life's going back again: wearing that mask and talking to no one bout my problems^^ i dont mind, its actually quite fun going to dental alone and staying at home along with the silence hurting my ears. And i still do love you. Let's see, a song rite now? and i think we know who its for:

Heart to Heart

Everytime i think of us,

my heart breaks into a million pieces cos

I never wanted it to end.

Status quo wont change i guess,

and i really really want to ask

will you stay?

but now it's okay.

So i picked my heart up from the sack

and tried to piece it back.

It's exposed,

I'm waiting for it to close

again.

And i think it hard not to be insane.

I love you,

I do.

Baby you know i can't live without you.

So stay with me through whatever;

you and me, just each other.

Cos all that mattered from the start:

It's forever, heart to heart.

Right now,

i can't make a sound.

Am i to keep it all together

or just let it whither...

You said boy don't say goodbye

but if i stayed it would be too easy to lose myself.

I'm not going to lie

to the stranger on that shelf.

I'm not strong, I'm very weak.

It's just that you gave me the strength to keep me on the peak.

But it's gone,

the plans i had went wrong...