RaiNinG All ThE TimE

2009-01-19T14:26:00.001+08:00

lols ok i noe i haven blog for long time ke, been playiing games and revising xD thanks to yun ying jie for calling and talking to me just when i was emo-ing (bet u didn noe that). anyways, here are some sentences that can express my feelings =)

你要我说多难堪
我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份
包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

2008-11-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

If i held ur hand... would you make me let go..? cos i really dono, where i am.. When u gripped my arm, was that a message? I thought maybe it's sth u would do with ur friends =X so... is it or is it
not...

2008-11-05T21:40:00.003+08:00

haha been thinking since then; im actually not strong or cheerful as u think i am and though it sounds kinda pathetic, I AM HURT(and its not so much of u wanting to go back to the old times, but more of u listening to others than believing me). im actually not angry with you as i thought that i would be but im just so fed up with myself for not being able to convince you. i'm really not lying, believe it or not =X So i guess my life's going back again: wearing that mask and talking to no one bout my problems^^ i dont mind, its actually quite fun going to dental alone and staying at home along with the silence hurting my ears. And i still do love you. Let's see, a song rite now? and i think we know who its for:

Heart to Heart

Everytime i think of us,

my heart breaks into a million pieces cos

I never wanted it to end.

Status quo wont change i guess,

and i really really want to ask

will you stay?

but now it's okay.

So i picked my heart up from the sack

and tried to piece it back.

It's exposed,

I'm waiting for it to close

again.

And i think it hard not to be insane.

I love you,

I do.

Baby you know i can't live without you.

So stay with me through whatever;

you and me, just each other.

Cos all that mattered from the start:

It's forever, heart to heart.

Right now,

i can't make a sound.

Am i to keep it all together

or just let it whither...

You said boy don't say goodbye

but if i stayed it would be too easy to lose myself.

I'm not going to lie

to the stranger on that shelf.

I'm not strong, I'm very weak.

It's just that you gave me the strength to keep me on the peak.

But it's gone,

the plans i had went wrong...

I love you,

I do.

Baby you know i can't live without you.

So stay with me through whatever;

you and me, just each other.

Cos all that mattered from the start:

It's forever, heart to heart.

I love you,
I do.
Baby you know i can't live without you.
So stay with me through whatever;
you and me, just each other.
Cos all that mattered from the start:
It's forever, heart to heart.

And as the evening sun set, the city lit with a bloom of orange that over timewould disappear...

2008-10-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

if you dont want to leave, why wont you stay..?

2008-10-09T20:48:00.006+08:00

lols lets get down to business ba... kind of a late post, but last friday was teacker kim's birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!^^ ur the best physics teacher i could have xD haha anyways gonna upload pictures(took two only):

The clique... (blur photo sry)!!

Bork, Deyi and Sam

Anyways... had a lot of fun on graduation day i must say ^^ so fun lo, after laughing at the cohort's graduation videos with its wacky pictures i went home to rest... not anti-social lo zz anyways received a call saying got class gathering and turned out i could go!! so fun..went for buffetat novena there den took loads of pictures!! haha(only one of me):

Bork. Cute!

Bork and Josh.

Josh enjoying his meal.

Wei Liang.

Wei Liang eating oktopus(ewww!)

Me(ugly rite?) and Wei Liang.

2008-10-02T22:00:00.004+08:00

it rained flowers these few days in my school. yellow ones, vibrant like the sun and they came down with the wind, fluttering like snowflakes. how i wish i could pluck one from the sky and pin it in ur hair, but that'll only make the flower pale in comparison =D im really sry for saying things i really shouldnt, its my brain, it just cant think straight >.<>. im trying to be my best, really. im not trying to push u to anybody when i ask u to ask others for help. do you noe deep down inside im cursing my own inability, screaming at my uselessness and pained by my guilt?

haiz. anyways... tml's gonna be the last day of bp, graduation day on monday^^ feel kinda passive.. it doesnt' feel bad OR good. probably due to my lack of school social circle, leaving me with only three of my male friends; you know how much i treasure u guys =D anyway, studying during the study leave(DUH)!!! LYRICS NOW LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED:

SORRY

Oh I had a lot to say

Was thinking on my time away

I missed you and things weren't the same

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all of your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

We get older and blame turns to shame

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

It's never too late to make it right

Oh yeah

Sorry!

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you

And I know I can't take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby the way you make my world go 'round

And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry baby.I'm sorry baby.

Yeah, I'm sorry.

2008-09-28T18:08:00.002+08:00

wow just realised i haven't been blogging for a long time sia =X haha but no matter; feeling very darn happy rite now, how to say.. xing fu or... gao xing!? these days are really getting better except for the fact thatim probably dead for humanities and english... i cant absorb any information!!! i read le forget, either that get bored cant read, wtf. zzz anyways.. came in to do this quiz that i got from my sis =D i guess im doing well for chem e maths and a maths dono why suddenly feel like cant do well for O's... is it because im still slacking now? still cant get myself to study GRRRR!!! fuck. This is crap sia zzz... nvm try my bestest... still failing in eng summary and compo, realised i not really sure on the techniques to answer lit and SBQs!!! nvm =D

2008-09-09T19:35:00.002+08:00

haha so results are out and now gonna chiong for O's le... sis also coming back this friday =D cant help it, dono why i always dont have the self-discipline to study... someone push me pls? *winks* aiyo i think if i dont get 9-12 pts i'd most likely go to innova ba, afterall it is a new jc and doesn't mean its a lousy jc; just hadn't had time to prove itself yet =X manda jie and gav will be there too, so i wont be too lonely^^ i mean, im aiming anderson jc if possible and if i cant get in, wad jc? i mean... got acjc and tjc all these average schools only ma, still have to travel so far xD might as well go to a below average jc(for now, it'll be diff when im inside xD) and be able to have more time for studies!?!? it makes sense to me lehh o.o also if i get like 14-16, i'll be like a larger fish among the a bit larger pond, quite ok =S haha dono so far i aiming a maths, e maths(though its harder), chem all A1, english A2/B3, combined humans and lit A2. that should do it, chinese A1 as back-up. however, at the rate im going doesn't seem possible. need help for lit!!! =D and why the hell did i do so bad for history T.T sian... not so good at humans bleh =.=

baby, i'll never leave you;

dont fear

im right here

forever and ever.

2008-09-02T19:40:00.005+08:00

lols. its the holidays and im currently mugging hard so i can go out soon >.< see, do so much for you xD haha just did so many tys exeercises on a maths chem and physics wor, need to get good L1R5 so i can choose jc and FOLLOW my friends. anyways, Recently played basketball but it seems such a LONG time already =D haha anyways i want a rematch wor u better dont run =X o.o oh ya oh ya my sis went oversea, to australia to do some kinda course and guess what? the very first thing she did there was to get me the jacket i asked her to buy!!! maybe its just me, but she could have bought the things my parents wanted first wor. so... i think she really does LOVE me^^ yay! haha anyways, i dont think i'll be using the jacket very often but at least it does come in handy every so often when other people dont bring theirs... so ask if you ever need a jacket, maybe i brought mine^^ might be a little big, but hope its warm =D
1314 <3

2008-08-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

damn... seems like my posts are comingout pretty fast now... cos of prelims? haha failed physics again(duh~) but actually, i think i improved =D from F9 last year to D7 now... but still not enough!!!! i want at least a b3 lo... dono i think main problem for physics is i not very flexible ba, keep thinking one straight way... other way i dono how to apply... but why den do TYS that time feel so easy? wth... nvm^^ ithink my inflexibility also affect a bit of my maths... as for chem, guess its still ok, except the fact that i have to learn how to be SPECIFIC. english? dono how to answer paper2 properly... have to also work on my discussive/argumentative essays... anyone willing to help me? =D anyways anyone want play bball remember tell me =X haha tml thursday... shud i go back to choir? will end up with a lot of free time though, should i? highly doubt mum will let me go anyways zzz. sis is going to australia next monday, will i miss her? haha, really dont noe.. i just noe that her lappie will become my distraction xD will try my best to lock myself up in my room =X

2008-08-26T18:32:00.002+08:00

lols... been playing bball the past few days with xinhao they all, kinda surprised they didnt turn me down when i said i wanted to play, considering they noe how lousy i am. but i guess.. we're still classmates after all =D really thankful^^ anyways... back to details on basketball. seemed like i was always facing xinhao's team, he's so tall and jumps so high!! he can touch the bloody hoop =S lols anyways ytd there was this occasion where he got the ball and wanted to jumpshoot the ball and i, being the bu zhi liang li stubborn one, *rolls eyes* tried to jump-block him. and once, i actually managed to block!! haha no one knew, i guess, but b4 he jumped i got my hand on the ball, so i just jumped a little and weighed him down xD since i was just playing defensively today and ytd, so got just a few rebounds and steals... not bad actually.... made lesser mistakes than i did a year ago =D im getting better? seriously hope so... but kinda wish i could at least learn how to drive and shoot without losing the ball, im just taking and passing the ball right now...not much satisfaction xD but dont dare to dribble also =.= so nvm, will practice more and hopefully join basketball next year in jc =DD basketball really makes me feel so alive!!! i wanna grow a little taller too, so i'll be better at stealing rebounds, hopefully become a guard or point guard =S

Prayer

2008-08-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

Dear God, lord of the above. I wonder if You have gotten the technology for accessing the internet and listening to many people's sincerest wishes. No doubt You already have, and i can't help wishing my greatest wish will be granted. After that long period time of mooning, i realised that it wasn't all about being with her everyday and night, but seeing her happy for an eternity that's usually shortlived. Loving someone really is all about seeing them happy rite?? Afterall, You should know, since You love all of us and we often disappoint You. God, i hereby plead you to somehow rid her of those memories, those little strands destiny she has left behind. I'd give up everything i have now just to see her smile, even if it means forgetting me =XX thanks for taking time to listen to me; AMEN.

2008-08-23T18:31:00.002+08:00

Damn. emo-ed all the way back with my handphone.. kept trying to think of how to help, but then it hit me: "I cant do anything for you" so, lols its the first few times im actually feeling cold, and there's somethin really wrong with my right arm. had to slam it hard on something to actually get it working again T.T pfft talk about basketball man, u suck zzz =.= FUCK
anyways, ytd had tuition and i went there with wenlin... saw shermaine and joyce on the way, saw the three of them have fun while looking for bh, didnt noe where he was. feeling a little apprehensive nowadays, is it the fear? gahh.. "i dont know anything anymore"

2008-08-22T13:29:00.004+08:00

lols really like the new blogger dashboard. Its pretty cool now xD anyways, yesterday after the chem paper1 which was kinda ok(easy?), walked with the guys to the lan shop.. but mum dont let me play(i didnt want to anyways) so went home to close windows and played psp a while... den went out to study(yes, yes i noe i very hardworking, prelims over le still study!!!) at mac. study study study den had lots of fun again, keep malu-ing lo xD very funny, everytime go out also liddat =DD after a while, felt bored and went somewhere else... more fun again!!! my hands became blue summore, but thats ok... LOVE blue!!!^^ pfft ah, really like to tease me lo... zzz paiseh sia zzz today didnt have to go school because only bio paper,so slept till 9, ahem, and just started playing computer after doing things everyone does in the morning =X tuition later.... so now... what shall i do?

really love the times we rested on the railing,

the peace and quiet

is unnerving and nice at the same time.

the atmosphere changes so much

when ur around.

2008-08-20T16:50:00.002+08:00

50th post!!! haha next week is teachers' day already, and drawing even closer to O's again.... today was lit, really fun to do... PUCK came out!!! lucky i went online last night and saw some notes o that at www.sparknotes.com thanks sparks~ haha, i actually wrote quite long for the essays,hardly ever write so long... 1.5 page for my hand writing lehh, my small handwriting^^ do until very satisfying... tml chem paper 1, intend to KILL it!! SLAY, OBLITERATE!!! hahaha... must really do well in chem le, physics fail... my amaths and e maths dis time rather unsure.. so i gotta kill xD anyways, that word u said made me kinda happy,dont know why... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my mind zzz

2008-08-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

had physics paper1, a maths paper2 and oral today, b4 going to study at the library. every moment spent with you is heaven =D so..its a really tiring day, all in all, but that grin is still on my face, dono why xD guess actually doing ok for my physics was kinda fun, and although im not sure how well i did in a maths, it was really satisfying thinking abt maths again^^ and oral was the best!!! i think i did well, although the hooking of my braces really caused me a few marks at reading =.= is it because of the way you make me feel? hmmm.. studying at the library was fun^^ couldn stop laughing, so RED lor =X hehe very happy now, the fatigue is worth it, worth everything bad that ever happened in my life. or the little actions that you do? haha now still reading MSND, really quite hard to remember the quotes, too many =S Have to really score though, im 90% using it as my L1R5 xD they seem endearing only when you do them... anyways, if prelims cant make it, all-out chiong for O's!! HAHAHAH xD woot, tired.. tired... nvm, thursday and friday can sleep.. tired.. tired....

2008-08-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

omg i think my first doublepost ever =DD cant keep it in. so happy, troubles all gone, like the vanish power O2 max liddat xDxD hurray, my braces dont even bother me anymore, kept poking me b4,but now? feeling nth(maybe cause numb le ba >.<)!! haha is this that many people seek for, this feeling of extremeties? the grin or smileon ur face u can never take off? hahaha dont care anymore,not thinking too much le =DD oh and the lyrics of the next song from HSM should be rather familiar to u all:

Start of something new

Living in my own world

Didn't understand

That anything can happen

When you take a chance

I never believed in

What I couldn't see

I never opened my heart

To all the possibilities

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

And right here tonight

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you ..oh

And now ... looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that

We'd both be here tonight

And the world looks so much brighter

With you by my side

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

I know it for real

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen

Till it happened to me

I didn't know it before

But now it's easy to see

It's a start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

That it's the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Start of something new

2008-08-18T14:49:00.003+08:00

lols raining again. stuck my tongue out to the rain, wish it was more acidic =XX haha anyways, today's e maths paper suck to the core... cant help but wish i didnt slack so much T.T mistook many things, didnt see anything at all... but at least that heavy feeling from this morning vanished =D anyways, here's a poem for u all, there's a special meaning and significance to it, so if guys can guess it... here goes:

I always say wrong things at the wrong place and time

Teacher, teacher

Teacher, teacher tell me please

why my heart is not at ease.

It's heavy, light, hot and cold at the same time;

It's hurting, its hurling and bubbling and bobbing

but outside i feel fine.

Why?

What's this feeling,

this wave of emotion that

sends me reeling

everytime.

Teacher, teacher mark my paper.

i've tried my best so if i fail,

dont blame me.

I want to make you smile i really do,

but your not giving me any chance to.

Why?

What's this repulsion;

everytime i want in

im out.

2008-08-17T13:34:00.003+08:00

lols, today went baibai to my dead ah ma^^ i dono why, kinda like doing it, maybe cos my cousins wil be there and its always fun to be social xD lols anyways, ytd night watch basketball from 1015-1200. so nice siah, USA V.S ESP!!! haha in the end USA won of course, 119-71 =DD lols seeing lebron james and kobe bryant in action was simply fascinating, not to mention satisfying!!^^ hammer jams, 3 pointers and the super cool alley-oop reverse hammer jam xDxD really hope i can play as good basketball as them =SS but, haix. nvm xD anyways, been thinking a lot lately, like stuff related to the lit text we're studying now; is the singapore government like the government in fahrenheit 451? haha like censorship o.o nvm, stupid things as usual... and im i really a veryhard person to figure out? i thought im simple, since young everyone says that xC too bad, "i dont care!!" hah =X=X anyways, here's something that i've thought for quite a long time, see if u can relate to it:

Heartbeat's slowing, It's always the little things, isn't it?

Pains are growing. Those little actions that make us fall in love.

Does she love you?

That's worth knowing...

2008-08-14T15:27:00.002+08:00

45th post!!! kanda slow dont you think? anyways, im gonna update my wants and wadever, so stay posted... sms or call me if there are formatting probs with the list(i cant view my own blog), thanks!!! =DD anyways, today's a maths paper 1 was really fun!!! Of course, it was kinda easy, but who gets happy when he does something easy!? haha =X to me, it was actually kinda fun to do... dono why, i get happy when i do maths, feels like..... home? haha dono, sometimes its just challenging and fun!!! was smiling the way through xD nvmnvm^^ o.o tml chem, a bit scared due to what zy and vanka said... will try my best though, hope its enough =SS

2008-08-13T20:14:00.002+08:00

late posT as usual, but OMGOMG my second piece of goodluck since july: i got A1 for my cHinese!!!! never Expected it, didnt even dare go doublecheck at the board xD Scared bEcome a b3. haha happy but.... I should have known this wasn't real
toDAY's physicS paper2 is A killer!!! to me zz eveRyone found it ok or Easy =.= guess its NoT just luck that i nEed. i just cAnt graSp when to use wad!!! whY?!?!?!oh well, at Least defInition questions are a piece of caKes to mE... zzz i was guessing my way Through tHE paper on parts i didnt noe, wasnt sure of anYtHing!!!! so now very sAd. And fought it off and fought to feel
anyways, sunday VEnt out to watch mummy 3! actually quite a humourous movie,(dono whether it was the person BEside mE or my weird humour) aNd i enjoyed it a lOt!!!^^ weNt to eat dinner and C c look look tuition after that @.@ fun day, will always rEmemBEr it, thanks, i was actually Feeling quite unhappy in the mOrning *winnks* bet u didnt REalise,my mask super thick wor xDxD anyways, so sian got back my specs(along with my vision) back today!!!^^ haha feeling high and lazy, cant seem to do work.... bye!! What matters most?!!?

2008-08-05T18:39:00.003+08:00

fk la my dad go block everything in this com using donno wad administrator thing =.= fk la!! cant even read blog now, internet slow as shit(the reports sent are long) wtf man. i can type here but cant see a shyt blog. once again, FK. wads ur problem, now i cant do any shit on this already lousy com la!! fking hell lor.cb la another bad day, SS is tml and i cant get shit into my brain. fk sia things are gonnna get boring at home(more boring then it already is,i'll give it a 1 X 10^-1000000 upon 10) zzz wa lau really want kill people liao lo. fk.

2008-08-02T14:02:00.002+08:00

yesterday was Funday again!!^^ went for a maths supplementary with uncle lawrence at 5. left at 6.20since there was nth much left for me to do =DD so i stood there until 7, which is when everyone came. went for dinner at admiralty mrt foodcourt. kinda quiet this time, guess its cos... gah nvm. and as usual, i was the fastest eater =XX who says its a bad thing?my family cong xiao dao da liddat "train" me de. still remember dad and i used to compete over who ate the most satay in the shortest time =S fun wor hehe. but anyways, ate le and den went to tuition... during the near-end of our lesson, we realised that the whole tuition class were wearing either black or white!!!^^ summore like segregate wor one side whites one side blacks. hehe =X i pointed out oreo den everyone start laughing. like wtf? haha say one take pic den all rush off dono go where zz noooo. haha. eh MEI warning: stop eating ice cream!!!

2008-07-31T18:27:00.002+08:00

lols today had pe. sian-est pe i've ever had, if i may say so myself =.= so bored la, played badminton instead of my favourite basketball, but cant complain since badm's my favourite sport secnd only to basketball.I mean, i love the rush of adrenaline when ur playing a sport, u really get into it and there'll always be a smile on ur face while playing cos of that. The wind in ur hair and ur face feels great too =DD but today, i honestly didn get to feel that. plus, bork hang smashed into my hand with the racket, giving me a temporary shock o.o played badminton, and as always, had to warm up for a long time. At first playing with wl bh and josh wasnt so bad... cos it was rather funny that i missed the COCK. budden, as i began to warm up, suddenly felt like going serious and den fought josh 1v1. no offence, but no kick =.= zzz but he IS improving, at least =X bam bam bam win win win blah blah blah... den bork hang fight me... also win... but he must be tired... so im looking forward to opponents like wl and bh revitalized ==DD

"so down so down"

2008-07-30T18:27:00.002+08:00

Ugh... got injured today again... this time on my left arm

I'm scared we'll fall apart tonight,

ON THE EXACT SAME SPOT I GOT MY SCAR

under the moonlight, under the moonlight...

WTF!!!

I'm scared we'll never make it right,

summore is scraped it on the bloody toilet door =X

under the moonlight, under the moonlight...

july really is bad luck for me lo. dammit.

Take my hand and hold it tight...

Fuck-o.

2008-07-29T18:54:00.002+08:00

o.o just came back from studying with meimei =D sometimes, i really wonder at what a girl she is... i mean, she has the ability to make you laugh and smile so easily =X but anyways... today went to study a maths and physics(a little). im a little worried for my maths, though i do have some confidence left for my brain. still thinking of joinging basketball in jc, but the standard of the players there will be like, 5 times of mine... i have no stnadard at all... lols KK NVM TUITION FRIENDS I SHALL BOOK U ALL FOR A BASKETBALL GAME TO BOOST MY CONFIDENCE!!! xDxD jokiing la... i dont even dare to drive... but play full court sure win xD heehee.... after O's, we shall, as SOMEONE said, go wild!!! haha... kk end of post... bye peeps, eat sweets!!^^

2008-07-27T22:00:00.002+08:00

it's sunday... concert was yesterday... GONNA BE A FKING LONG POST MAN!!! haha =DD man.. yeesterda was fun. rushed to nanyang girls' and emo-ed along the way... sang did warm-ups, s lee made lots of fussin... DEN fun in the dressing room! lol MJ so funny la we keep suan him abt him being a girl and above that, having YELLOW things xD having fun everyone that is, dinner wasn't half bad either... really sang our hearts out at the concert and to my great surprise although i knew we sang quite well, everyone said it was superb!!!!^^(other than *coughs* mei *coughs* and *coughs* my mum *coughs*) oh ya, THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WE CAME TO SUPPORT(me) US!!! really appreciate it lo, all come down so far just to listen to some fameless choir >.< then ="X">
Anyways, on a more pensive note.. i jsut realised that the people around me are constantly asking questions, while im not. This has set me to so much thinking... Yunying jiejie asked me: "What is love?"and Shermaine meimei asked me: "How do you know if you like someone?". it was at this point that,i really felt speechless =S EVER. These questions somewhat made me question the realationship i had with..... werewe really in love? was being in love all about sitting together quietly, enjoying our presence, or just saying we missed each other..? dono

"As long as your happy,

as long as u smile,

My life is complete,

my life is worthwhile..

Dont hide from me,

Dont be sorry,

Im already glad to see,

Your face as it shines

brightly."

2008-07-25T19:06:00.003+08:00

whee today went movie with bork hang, joyce and shermaine^^ deyi and wenlin pungseh us lo zzz later beat them xD hahah we met at 1.20 and den we went to eat at burger king!!! lol joyce and shermaine tried to play a trick on me but my quick reflexes and sharp thinking made them the victims too =XX haha after a while, i weent to meet my mom, bought socks and a new spraying water bottle(hehe).anyways, we watched the the newest batman movie... wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.. although i still dont like batman =.= the plot was super thick though and there were many parts where u really have to think back and understand...although batman stopped harvey from killing the weird madman(harvey was about to by flipping a coin and if tails, he's dead), he didnt really have to since harvey's coin was a both-side-heads coin. i bet none of u guys who watched the movie actually realised thatHarvey never really intended to kill the poor crazy dude =DD today was really fun haven had so much fun and good lucksince... dono when^^ haha going for tuition soon bye everyone!!!

2008-07-24T21:22:00.002+08:00

o.o tml going out^^ with tuition people they all (they're really very good friends) and i cant tell u how much they make me laugh =DD see even bork hang is warming to them real quick even though we only meet once every week(sad thing) but cant be helped since we're from different schools T.T haha at least we must lian luo gan qing b4 we leave each other =S basketball, badminton, bowling, chatting and plain teasing is really what i want to do with them right now lo sighs... lol speaking of bball, i totally owned today!!! shot in so many balls using my instinct... the saturday practices really help =DD i nvr got owned hor meimei ^^ Sho sad, my xiiaomei went to the doctor to treat her poor ankle and got "ill-treated" poor thing sia she had to be injected and had some substance drawn out of her =X SUCH A SILLY GIRL LOR!!!! want sms her real bro also sms wrong... go sms fake bro zzz the way she sms super funny xD haiiz.. will update on tml's fun! i chuiong finish hist and ss hw already sia fast bo? hmm since im here, i want to tell GLADYS, CHIEW SHUAN, JIA LI and WAN LIN not to be angry at us express students already(if u all are)... im not sure if i laughed.. but its in our ben xing not to want to get into trouble. sorry all =S

2008-07-20T09:13:00.003+08:00

hmmm yesterday went out with mei to study... haha but i ended up not studying much cos there was nth much for me to do, so i helped her with her questions =DD but, i dont now how she solve her questions de, nid use wad basic angle... so confusing lo my method much easier^^ (thanks vlee!!) hehe =XX dam, i think it's my fault that mei started coughing >.< i ate two ice creams in that day and she accompanied me... sry!!! =( haiz anyways, we started walking around after a long time studying and we talked quite a lot.
after reaching home, i thought more about that one statement that she made... I nvr really thought abt that, but now that i did, i realised for the first time that it's kinda hard! Wad would i do if after sec school, all the friends that i made from tuition and school (Bork Hang, Joshua, Wei Liang, my class mates, choir people, Gladys, Chiew Shuan, Jia li, Wanlin, Deyi, Wenlin, Shermaine, Joyce, Sam and more) vanished entirely from my life?I just donno... would i just pretend everything is fine or try in vain to make newfriends in my (hopefully) jc or (touch wood)poly life? HOW?! damn. even if we still remained in contact, we wouldn't have enough time for each other, our timetables would coincide. HOW?! that is, unless we go into the same school.... but that's highly impossible... Strangely, I feel that i'd miss my tuition friends more than my schoolmates, i dont noe why...perhaps since we only see each other once a week and because i have more fun with them? I really don't noe anymore... O well, at least bork hang's warming towards them, even though we're still kinda walking apart =S nvmnvm. zz

10 year's time

In 10 years' time, will you still recognize me?

When we walk past each other,

will you turn and say,

"Are you he?"

That person who has made my life

so special.

Or will you walk straight past my glances

shooting oh-so-icey lances

to that face so unfamiliar and distant?

In 10 years' time when we touch once more,

will you tell me:

"Goodbye stranger"

as you walk right down the alure?

Or will you say:

"Hey I met you yesterday!"

and make my day?

So should I tell you of the many things

I'd do

to stay close to you?

Should I tell you my true feelings

and my intentions?

Oh well.

2008-07-17T20:27:00.002+08:00

whee its thursday and im bored =__= and when i say bored, i mean bored =__= diao.tml having speech day and my pants are too small!!! damnit all super sian la... haiz my fault ba i nvr earlier go find sth to change. ah well at least got a bigger shirt now but still will look retarded with that bloody teal tie =X nvr looked nonretarded b4b anyways... so nvm. WORRYING FOR THE CHOIR NOW. some people are too selfish like to stay in their comfort zone dowan sing out. others lehh, scared that they will sing wrong then dont sing. others just no passion for choir dont care. FUCK U ALL LA. sing softly also means something rite? committee talking also dont care. we say wad also mean nth de rite? den nvm lo. we die for concert that is all... its ok!!! concert le free le i also dont care. pffft. kk. blehhh nth else to blog abt!!! byee

2008-07-13T17:34:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo =D here to blog on the request of a particular someONE~ lols but kk serious. friday had tuition again(did i mention its the best day of the week?) haha. anyways... met mei at woodlands library at 725 and made our way to the admiralty mrt station. haha reached there super fast since its only one stop but joyce exagerrated lols say "we crawl so fast". den deyi, wenlin, joyce already there liao i tot so paiseh everyone waiting. but den, nvm cos turns out bork was eating at mac. waited for him and slowly, like a bunch of weird people that we are, made our way to the tuition centre. reached there at 850 but wasnt too late ba since we were the majority of the class xD sian two weeks le we went to the new (and bigger) classroom. super hate it sia i prefer the cosiness of the smaller room that we used to go to... the current one feels so empty haha. hais anyways.. quite an amusing lesson ba? not sure forgot the details le i still suck so much at phyics T.T ok anyways after that we went to kfc for a "small snack" and played 'truth or dare' and 'pass the bloody 1 dollar coin to its rightful owner'^^ failed tho. mei play cheat in both games =___= haha. ytd also went to meet her to take something from her and (maybe?) bothered her studying. haha she followed me around to borrow books sia ** lolololol nvm next time i provide u all with more song lyrics from secondhand serenade @.@ c ya all for now. bb =X

2008-07-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

o.o founan old quiz my sis worked on. gaah speaking of which, she gave me a long scratch which ripped through the epidermal layer of my skin and gave me agony zz. haiz sure got scar there de. nvm not like people will like me anyway =DD quiz time:

1. At which age do you want to get married?

o.o i dono lehh... hmm depends on when i find the one i love =X

2.Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?

well duh... U SAID friendS. lols gf ignore me at least still got friends to count on and talk to ma... gf so xiao qi. pffft

3. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?

I trust everyone lo...maybe except wei liang^^

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

nope =X if i had, would i say above?( b4 the quiz)

5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
Save it la... animal-lover lai de leh =S but prolly will bitchslap that guy/girl and tell him/her to fk off

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?

hmmm yea.. seen it once or twice.. prettay!!

7.What is your goal for this year?

get 9 -11 for my O lvl L1R5 and maybe... just maybe... get a gf? pfft

8. Do you believe in eternal love?

Bleak bleak bleak. its possible for people to lovee each other even when they die.. but not forever o.o

9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?

Hope not >,<

10. What feeling do you love most?

Happiness

11. If one day your best friend and girlfriend quarrel, who will you side with?

Depends on my point of view on that topic. If either gets angry, so be it.. i cant lie to make both happy^^

12.Name one qoute u like or thought of?

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

YUP!!

14. Do you like to hang out with friends?

love to... but hardly do so lehh.... no time i busy T.T

15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?

Family and best friends =D

16.If you were on a ship, your mother and your girlfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?

Put my mum on the float den hold on to it, dragging my gf with me^^

17.If your girlfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?

gaahh i wont blame her... look at me =.= haha

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?

eh.. dont understand ur question xzxzxz

19.Have you ever thought that you've made the wrong decision & you're in a dilemma after that?

yup.. zz
.
20. Would you die for the one you love?

duhhh

2008-07-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

damn.haha feel quite... urm relaxed?free? dono la. i managed to get it out of my mouth.. that burning statment. so yea, feeling ok-ish now if not for the guilt. hah.gaah guess there's no turning back and no point of looking back after all. ah well, back to yesterday's thingie. So now..apparently two girls noe that problem.. my jie and my mei. NOT GOOD. zz =.= i mean, seriously... So, after telling two people, the opinion i get is(strangely) different. haish. Also, some weird *koffs koffs* CCHS girls(not to mention Deyi) at tuition think that me and Shermaine got something. blehh. ahh like WTF. nvm nvm. change topic la diao. anyways, good luck to all CCHS students for their prelims which starts off tml with SS!!! how how? i got no discipline to study!! i need someone to force me den can zzz dam sad nia =.= Gaah they say being a teen is great, i'm just having tons of problems(i don't want?) in this period zz oh ya. Thanks Teacher Kim, our great Chem/Phy tuition teacher for remembering us even on her trip and buying that candy or wadever that looks like a dice. Wouldn't noe how it tastes lie tho, gave it to wenlin =X *winks* byeee

2008-07-07T00:10:00.003+08:00

30th post^^ happy liao xD lols hmmm today my feelings are mixed. firstly, my parents went overseas today lols. Then, sam finally got and sent the song "all about you" to me =DD thank you sam!!^^ today planned on going library but ended up not going, ahem. haha. den suddenly thought of the problem. haish so sad sia. super dilemma. if she really likes me and that day comes, i dono wad to say. say yes dui bu qi myself... say no hurt her feelings... walk away or change topic will make her feel neglected.. FUCKK!!! zzz. super dumb. HOW?!?!?! dammit i wan suicide liao lo.

The past, present and future.

I saw you.

I met you.

A bolt out of the blue.

The arrow from the eye

does not lie.

The blind man

always knows.

Our fates entwined

the vines in symphony.

Sitting in the flower field,

I whispered and it was true

Solitary.

Let's cry together,

altogether.

Let's fall forever,

for each other.

I'm not more than a human

but not less a vision

of love.

It's pouring,

raining

in my world.

Streaks of water,

a whirlpool swirls

from your eyes.

So alone.

Let's cry together,
altogether.
Let's fall forever,
for each other.
Your tears are more

that i

can handle.

It's up to us to be

who we want to

see.

And those eyes

tell me you

are

no longer mine.

Let's cry together,
altogether.
Let's fall forever,
for each other.
I can't stay tonight

Say goodbye

now and forever.

To us.

2008-07-01T17:20:00.002+08:00

dam just had oral. so sucky. wa lau eh two cina teachers. dieee zz lols nvm la so bored now really wan bang wall lo. cs stop saying glad is my. . . zzz not fair to her la =.= sleepy. lols so sian i wan more seconhand serenade songs. diao aiyo im not gonna think abt chinees oral le... so shermaine dont think also!! haha^^

2008-06-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

kk shall blog abt recent events.

Tuesday

on tuesday, the guys, me, glad and cs went to watch a movie.( it was supposed to be together with jl and wanlin too but they couldnt make it). we wanted to watch narnia but apparenly there wasnt a show time for it zzz so instead we watched getsmart!!! haha pretty funny-lame-witty movie ba can say. but the whole day was nice. first we went to jurong pt. bought tickets got chips and talk talk talk... den watch finish le walk up and down( like we always do) to find some eating place. finbally decided on food court ate then went back. haha glad dont say i nvr include details xD
Friday

on friday, went school den came back. haha =X den went tuition at 8. had lots of laughs there den went back together with deyi they all. so basically on friday i got to add two more girls in my phone book, joyce and shermaine xD blah blah blah talked talked talked( well at least they did) and then deyi treated us to bandung wor haha. good mood? =D the girls keep teasing me lo... den start to pull pranks later zz WAAD diao nvm.

might add poems soon

2008-06-19T19:55:00.002+08:00

last week of holidays already ahhzzz sian update lo.. found a weird quiz on my sister's blog so gonna do it now.

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions until you have named the 20 people.
IN Alphabetical ORDER.

1.Amanda
2.Bork Hang
3.Darren
4.De Yi
5.Gavin
6.Gladys
7.Jackson
8.Jia li
9.Jun Yong
10.Millison
11.Ming Zhe
12.Sam
13.Sarah
14.Wei Liang
15.Wei Qin
16.Wen Qi
17.Yixian
18.Yun Ying
19.Zahid
20.Zheng Yang(GOH)

How did you meet 14 [Wei Liang]?
We are in the same class. Knew him during sec 3.

What if 9 [Jun Yong] and 20 [Zheng Yang] dated?
They are guys. . . dono la if they date i laugh lo.. suan suan suan xD

Will 6 [Gladys] and 17 [Yixian] date?
Waow!!^^ dono leh yixian already got xin shang ren le wor... hah

Describe 3 [Darren].
urm... some guy i played dotA with. became quite good frens. he likes msn-ing, listening tomusic and has sausage lips?!?! haha

Describe 7 [Jackson].
My oldest cousin. takes care of us younger ones constantly and is funny and Smart? haha. in tekong now xD

What would you do if 18 [Yun Ying] confesses to you that he/she likes you?
Lame.. . . she wont la... i think she got someone she like =V budden if she does i will walk away den go one corner and laugh xD

What language does 15 [Wei Qin] speak?
English and Chinese.

Who is 9 [Jun Yong] going out with?
MMMMMM i dono leh... suspicious tho..

How old is 16? [Wen Qi]
Younger than me by one year old... 15 this year.

When is the last time you spoke to 13 [Sarah]?
Long time ago... i do say hi tho..

Who is 2's [Bork Hang's] favourtite band/singer?
I donowor.. next time muz ask xD

Would you ever date 4 [De Yi]?
Omg pls no... he got partner le.. i dowan sia... xD

Would you date 1 [Amanda] ?
Hmmm... i guess ba... she's funny and easy to talk to but den... she's older than me =X

Is 19 [Zahid] single?
Yup!!

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11 [Ming Zhe]?
OMGWTFBBQ!!! he's my cousin and a guy!!!! DOUBLE SCANDOLOUS if i do =S

School of 3? [Darren]
Ehhh... Ngee Ann Secondary SChool ba if i not wrong^^

Where does 6 live? [Gladys]
uhhhhhhhhhhh... oh yeah old bpghs site the 7-11 there

What is your favourite thing about 5 [Gavin]?
He can make people laugh? haha i dono leh...

Have you seen 2 [Bork Hang] naked?
no.. and i dowan to zz

2008-06-11T16:01:00.002+08:00

o.o was bored so went to sarah's blog to take a look. haha took this quizform her.. if u dont mind xD

01. What’s the connection between you and the last person that called you?

Cousin.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Recently, no. But i did last time^^

03. What happened at 10.00am today?

ZZZ

04. When did you last cry?

Whats "cry"? xD

05. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

Bread lo...

06. What do you want in your life right now?

PSP. hahahahah

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

I like to walk in the rain.. but if the rain gets too heavy, then umbrella lor

08. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?

Erm.. Bedsheets?

09. What bottom are you wearing now?

Shorts.

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?

Don't have la, so nosy.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

Dono lehh.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Duhh no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Indiana Jones and the blahblah Skull.

14. What are you proud of?

Erm, ability to make people laugh? or uhhh my country =.=

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

"haha.. xie xie.. rawr.. 18 for me is old.. kaox..where is me bday present..haha..go concentrate on ur isp..quick wish me good luckfor my chem exams today..rawr.." from Milli.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

You can't stop the beat from hairspray.

17. Do you have any nicknames?

Mel, Melsh, Melly and umm.. Asshole? ****er?

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?

"Diao. 21st le. 2wk le. zz thn schl open le. haiz... no hopeliao. thn i nvr buy anything for her" from LAOPA.

19. What time did you do to bed last night?

Around 0000.

20.Are you currently happy?

Duhh im one with the com xD

21. Who gives you best advice?

Who needs advice? hahah

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

Eeeewww

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

Last night... My sis.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

Yes, this quiz

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

America's Funniest Home Videos

26. Do you wear toe socks?

No.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Dont have... phone's always with me

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?

hah.

29. What annoys you most in a person?

Ummm nth.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

uh-huh

31.Ever done cocaine?

No.

32. What is the colour of your room?

Blue =D

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

Duhh..its someone i HATE, the billion dollars is only a bonus zz

34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk is cheap’?

Hey, i talk a lot!!

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

Me.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

Hug? nahh.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Wth?!!?

38. Do you have a life?

yeaahhhh.

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn’t?

No.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

No music here.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

I dont remember my dreams zz really.

42. Last time you smiled?

cant remember i always smile xD

43. Have you changed this year?

Guess so.

44. What are you listening right now?

The fan blowing in my ear zzz

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

Nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Open. Sometimes close =S

47. Is there a quote you live by?

**** you, Bitch!!!

48. Do you want someone you can’t have?

Yup^^

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

Piano... althogh i ran away from grade 1 exam zz

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in a week?

Eatin too much of a certain tropical fruit xD

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

Multi-tasking

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

Yeah man i love life!!

53. What song best describe your love life?

Goodbye by Secondhand serenade.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

Hope not =X

55. Who always make you laugh?

Erm, Jerry seinfield, my family and stupid asholes who always screw up xD

56.What language do you speak other than English?

Chinese and urm, vulgar? =P

57. Favourite website?

Onemanga.com

58. What's your middle name?

Dont have one

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

Haven't thought that far yet.. probably fixing my hp?

60. What do you think you are like?

Asshooole...

61. Who will you choose to die with?

I dowan drag people down water

62. Where have you been today?

Library and Cold storage the fresh food people =.=

63. What game do you play often?

Rakion and dotA

64. Who are you missing right now?

Noone.

65. If you’ve to choose between friend & loves, who will you choose?

hmmm i guess loving friends? hahaha xD

66. What are you doing right now?

WAD kinda moron are u?!?!?

67. Which primary school are you from?

Admiralty Primary School

68. Name 3 colours that you like?

Blue, Black and erm.. Blueblack? zz lame rite

69. What emotion you like to show?

Happy

70. What is your life to you?

Something which can be gambled on. Death always comes.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Ponder about it on my bed, confide or call someone.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

not on msn now

73. Who do you admire most?

Damn, i dono... John Vesely. haha

74. Which month are you born in?

Sensitive... december

75. How are you feeling right now?

Im fine thank you, wad about you?

76. What is the time now?

1639

77. Where are you now?

Sister's room

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?

Dont have.

79. Why are you doing this test?

Shaddup man, just shaddup

80. What do you do when you’re moody?

Emo

81. At which age you wish to get married?

Dono.

82. Who is more important to you? Love partner or friends?

Both la...

83. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Nope.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

Laopa, Xiao di and erm... jie? hah xD

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Duhh

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

Being likeable?

87. What is your goal for this year?

L1R5 9-11

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

With who?

89. What feeling do you love most?

How bout you? zzz

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

Nahh... hasn't started yet... there's an aftermath.

91. What feeling you hate the most?

erm... hate?

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yupp^^

93. Do you believe in god?

Yes.

94. Who cares for you most?

Me!!!^^

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Friends... and laughs..

96. What will you bring when you fight?

erm... i dont.

97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

Nothing much...

98. What would you feel when people no longer cares for you?

Sad? hah

99. What "talents" do you posses?

Math... blahblah

100.What do you want now?

whee

2008-06-03T13:54:00.003+08:00

yoyoyo!!! haha so high lo.ytd had so much fun. after school(boring school), we all went to lunch at orchard. the trip to orchard was really fun(and funny) and i made a few more friends xD lots of teasings, sarcasm and(match-making?) phone exchanges were made, not to mention some people who kept prank calling me when i was listening to music =.= like wth. den ate at orchard... wanted subway but no seats and it was "ex"so we went to kfc to eat.den the girls were like we ate already... including the bday girl . . . we were like WTF. hah. at least i was. den had a super crazy plan - singing happy birthday loudly while everyone was staring. haah. my first time lo. sooo fun.

watched movie. really funny movie wor... not only the content but the person sitting beside me. hah mouth so wide xD we had more fun buying present for gladys lata but wasting quite alot of time lo. haha one of the girls, wanlin got a bit upset wor~ finally went to a bagshop and bought zinc bag for gladys... den we went taka shopping center for dinner and weiliang & I made a shocking discovery(OMGWTFBBQ!!) we also planned wiuth the girls last week of holidays for sports, movies and maybe even the beach^^ hah. den later when i reach home got pitiful girl in a mess. superfunny. aiyo dun say le later she scold me jialat jialat. lol byeeee have fun these holidays people^^ but must study.or work =.=

2008-05-31T12:06:00.004+08:00

wa long time no post le. just played bball today feeling so refreshed.hah i cant find any more songs from secondhand serenade le. haha so went to watch movie dvd.den listened to some songs quite nice. but old. haha guess wad movie me watch? "Just My Luck". haha ok one song today. "all about you". later. haha monday will be so fun. celebrating the term break thing. and sth else. lol luv everyone la.^^gonna be a laughing matter on monday. hah. k la kla songs.

"All About You" by Mcfly

It's all about you (it's about you)

It's all about you baby (it's all about)

It's all about you (it's about you)

It's all about you

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew

So I told you with a smile, it's all about you

Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too

Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes

If you ask me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do

So hold me close and say three words like you used to do

Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!

(Guitar solo)

And I would answer all your wishes

If you ask me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do

So hold me close and say three words like you used to do

Dancing on the kitchen tiles

Yes you make my life worthwhile

So I told you with a smile

It's all about you

It's all about you (it's about you)

It's all about you baby (it's all about)

It's all about you (it's about you)

It's all about you baby (it's all about)

...

To watch the freaking MV go to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28a2ATxM0z4

2008-05-11T14:30:00.003+08:00

lols mid yr over le. cool man first time i pass combined humans. Chem is not bad too. but english.... zzz. lols nvm dwan talk abt it le. recently had a lot of fun with my sis lo. she started talking to me and laughing a lot leh O_O good lo. but feel weird. like got one drama serial normally this person ignore his sibling one. den suddenly cos he found out got fatal illness den talk to sibling de ><>

Awake

With every appearance by you, blinding my eyes,

I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.

You're an angel disguised

And you're lying real still,

But your heart beat is fast just like mine.

And the movie's long over,

That's three that have passed, one more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake.

I'm biting my tongue,

But I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,

I feel like I've won.

You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,

I can save you. Just stay here.

Your whispers are priceless.

Your breathe, it is dear.

So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.

Say my name. So I know it's true.

You're changing me.

You showed me how to live.

So just say.

So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.

I don't wanna miss anything.

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

Goodbye

It's a shame that it had to be this way

It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame

Or maybe were the same

But either way I can't breathe

Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye

Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive

Cause everything were been through

And everything about you

Seemed to be a lie

A guiltless twisted lie

It made me learn to hate you

Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye

Were better off this way

All I had to say is goodbye

Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only

What it seemed so hold these

Words that you never told me

Its time to say goodbye

Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away

Spell it out

Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away

Spell it out

Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away

Spell it out

Tell me I was wrong

2008-05-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

whee!! long time no post sia. cos of common test haha. so srry. beh as if got people read my blog zzz =.= nvm anyways... was listening to some songs... started to compile some nice words and expressions to form a song. got as far as the chorus only though. hmmm. sad la dont have much inspiration nowadays. buring too many brain cells. anyways, guys, ever wondered how much girls think and why its so complicated? haha ladies dont take offense. just look at the next joke with an open mind:

Woman's point of view:
He was so strange today. He hardly talked to me in the afternoon and sat quietly the whole day, not even watching tv or talking to me. Does he have another woman behind me? An affair? If so, is she prettier than me? Or more sexy? I thinkI have to talk to him about it. After dinner, i went to bed and he joined me after. We had sex.

Man's point of view:
My team lost today. Felt so miserable. Got laid though.

2008-04-29T19:50:00.002+08:00

cool man today was the first day of exams. think i'll do ok-ish this time ba. but the english was funny because everyone was debating and arguing over whether it was formal letter or report. Also, SOMEONE actually went and wrote an informal letter. LMAO it was so dang funny. but enough of laughing at people's expense la. woots i wrote one and a half page for my first ss essay but wrote less than one page for the other one. wtf. but with my small writing hope there's enuf content? hah. yea rite. lol anyways dont have to study for tml's history cos its SBQ haha yay. and then thursday holiday. but 9-1 got sth on. dont ask me out xD sad lo nid cut hair again... zzz

2008-04-26T18:01:00.002+08:00

lol haven update for solong... no time ahh nid study ma... but i not mugger so came online lo. next week's gonna be quite interesting people, common test 2 ;) bring it on teachers!!! hahahaha. lol a bit siao today =.= aiya plus got the free movie thing coming up lehh^^ so cool lo our principal damn good nia~ ytd had sci tuition den was doing chem got people ask me explain most of them i noe how to answer so v happy haha. but dono why cos thursday most likely gonna play b ball with deyi den wenlin or wenling (wadever i dono how spell =.=) say want play also. i say ok lor. den aafter that ask her u really coming? den she say wad i from school team de blah blah blah. so weird. den suddenly conversation shiftedto her wanting to hit me. den keep want hit me sia zz. den still pretend she is .. chengman (or wadever la dono how spell again ==.==) anyways... work hard people..bored.

2008-04-19T11:27:00.002+08:00

wakao... so long haven posted cos busy.. srrry. sian ytd's oral's weren't too bad... and i think im gonna start training soon xD. anyways... last night had a really really good dream lo dreamt of talking to her on the mrt and had so much fun. den i tot that was real leh. so sad... suddenly woke up. bloody brain la. zzz ftw zzz. den dono why leh... u all ever felt like crying just after u wake up? as in not crying feeling la as in ur facescrunched up liddat. my face felt so uncomfortable lo like mumps liddat. so weird. nvm. Since i feel this way...

"Half Alive"

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume

Don't get up, I'll get through on my own

I don't know if I'm home

Or if I lost the way into your room

I'm spiraling into my doom

I'm feeling half alive but I know one day

You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,

Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try

And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,

Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay

At least 'til yesterday,

You know you got me off my highest guard,

Believe me when I say it's hard.

We'll get through this tonight

And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,

Free..

Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try

And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly

(Girl we're not ready for this yet)

And the deadly look she cast upon me

I won't regret, I won't regret

I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,

But you got me wrapped around you

I can hardly breathe without you

I was trying to disappear

But I got lost in your eyes now,

You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive

And I need you to try and save me.

It's okay that we're dying

But I need to survive tonight, tonight

Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try

And save me.

It's okay that we're dying,

But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

I need to survive tonight, tonight.

2008-04-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

o.o yay yay went to shell refinery today and it was quiite fun... plus got refreshments!!! haha quite nice wor the food dere... still got chalet 4daay3night only 50 dollars FTW lols!!! plus deeepest pool i ever saw 3.9m o.o like zzz. den got a lot of tanks and wadever... the video was dammned long lo first time watch video can sleep de zzz... btw thanks yu han for waking me up ^^ yay okok now got song lyrics!!! haha some people might think i siao ba keep posting lyrics and poems... but... too bad xD this time two ba... from the new album. "a twist in my story" and "like a knife".

"A TWIST IN MY STORY"

Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down

It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now

Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver

I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence

So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting

The shouting turns to tears

Your tears turn into laughter

And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me

I'll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling

I'm feeling inspired

My world just flip turned upside down

It turns around, say what's that sound

It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder

My heart beat, is stronger than ever

I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting

The shouting turns to tears

Your tears turn into laughter

And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me

I'll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story

It's time I open up, and let your love right through me

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story

It's time I open up, and let your love right through me

That's what you get

When you see your life in someone else's eyes

That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me

I'll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

I can't take my eyes off of you

So you see,

This world doesn't matter to me

I'll give up all I had just to breathe

The same air as you till the day that I die

I can't take my eyes off of you.

haha touching riiite~ okok another one... this one v v sad one hor dont look if you dont want emo like me XD but really la, nothing to do with me ah..

"LIKE A KNIFE"

I did a lot, I know you say

I've got to get away.

"The world is not yours for the taking"

Is all you ever say.

I know I'm not the best for you,

But promise that you'll stay.

Cause if I watch you go,

You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life

Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life.

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain

And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.

These streets are filled with memories

Both good for detected pain

And all I wanna do is love you

But I'm the only one to blame.

Cause today, you walked out of my life

Cause today, your words felt like a knife

I'm not living this life.

But what do I know, if you're leaving

All you did was stop the bleeding.

But these scars will stay forever,

These scars will stay forever

And these words they have no meaning

If we cannot find the feeling

That we held on to together

Try your hardest to remember

Stay with me,

Or watch me bleed,

I need you just to breathe.

Cause today, you walked out of my life

(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)

Cause today, your words felt like a knife

(I need you just to breathe.)

I'm not living this life.

okieokie today is 2-for-1 day you noe? haha so one more xD dreamy dreamy beautiful one.

"WHY"

The buttons on my phone are worn thin

I don't think that I knew the chaos

I was getting in.

But I've broken all my promises to you

I've broken all my promises to you.

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

A phrasing that's a single tear,

Is harder than I ever feared

And you were left feeling so alone.

Because these days aren't easy

Like they have been once before

These days aren't easy anymore.

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

To me, to me, to me.

I should have known this wasn't real

And fought it off and fought to feel

What matters most? Everything

That you feel while listening to every word that I sing.

I promise you I will bring you home

I will bring you home.

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

Why do you do this so easily?

You make it hard to smile because

You make it hard to breathe

Why do you do this to me?

To me, to me, to me.

2008-04-08T19:34:00.003+08:00

had another really tiring but fun day today... plus it rained again^^ haha so nice lor raining...nice sleepy weather xD just now went do lit project... now doing chinese hw. suddenly just thought of back and asked myself why my mother always scold me useless de. but yea, i v useless de lor >_<>

Tears

I did something to you

and tears start welling up in

your eyes.

Your beautiful face

is tainted by

the lonely tears that roll down

from your eye.

So i caught them in my hands

and put them in

heart.

I told you how much

you mattered to me.

I told you how much i need

you.

I started to cry

and tears from my eye

started to flow.

And you caught my tears in your hands

and put them in

your

heart.

Now i know it's

alright

and the crying inside

has stopped.

Cos the tears don't fall.

Anymore.

gaah made this up last minute. pls comment... i dont really like this... casue i havent done this^^ heh. so sad. rite? haha lollollol

2008-04-06T20:36:00.003+08:00

lols... today was fun lehh. played basketball again with yong ge and qi. haha den ah yong changed his alliance to china instead of singapore zzz. so sian lor everytime i get the ball i will fumble.. but woots my layups not bad le... burn!! haha. cool la... hope to get better and better until can impress my fwens. hahs but hard cos i always lose control of the ball everytime i get it and always scare of people bump me and losing the ball zzz. so must 好好控球 and practice everyday lor. think gonna train with junyong ba... will beat qin xD haha. thinking of making poems... but no topic and inspiration. lols aiya anyone give me topic? haha cos i havent been thinking much these few days except basketball xD and a poem on basketball would b boooring. lols.. aiya... more song lyrics? haha u guys must be tired of it though. anyways.. feeling rather sad these few days. BUT WTF even when im sad i cant get a good topic to write a poem on zz anyways,

ignorance is bliss.

really? hah.

2008-04-02T21:58:00.007+08:00

wa now damn scared lo... my dad now at hospital with mum and he's doing some kind of full body check-up. damn scary lo previously report say he a bit diabetic and got high blood pressure might have heart attack. so today.. v scared wad results will be... plus sis not at home at camp so now i at home lots of time to think and feel fearful for my dad and my whole family. plus these few days always so unlucky. erm, ate salad and popiah for lunch + bubble tea. now hungry. so fan lor these few days. plus got not v nice house t shirt lo..haiz. plus lit project no time to do.. dono larzzz.. eh Joshua u say i should tell her. i seriously haven't thought of a reason to tell her and HOW TO tell her. How? tell or dont tell? sigh.. So far,People: 2

2008-04-01T18:11:00.004+08:00

whee!!! haha secondhand serenade songs are really really cool and their new album came out recently =D so g0od... but lyrics are quite repetitive... and they've somehow made me fall in love with acoustic guitars!!! haha wonder if anybody would buy it for me for my birthday?xD hahas anyways... this is v short post wor.

No la joking xD quite long ba gonna put lyrics... again. haha. but first ask everyone sth. How often do you use the words "What if", "If i" or "I should have"? haha not talking abt essays ah, talking abt wad u normally think or say. Do the use of these words mean that u regret something? or is it just a way for u to find the OTHER outcome of things? hehe comments and opinions on this matter is much appreciated hor... Leaving you with this song, "Suppose" by Secondhand Serenade.

Suppose that I missed you

Suppose that I care

And suppose that spent all my nights running scared

And suppose

That I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you

So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy

Suppose it was true

And suppose there were cold nights but we found that waiting through

And suppose that I'm nothing without you

My eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you

So I guess I'll be lonely too

Slow way down

This break downs eating me alive

And I'm tired

This fire's fighting to survive

Tell me a secret (I want it)

Tell me a story (I need it)

I'll listen intensively

I'll stay awake all night

All of me is a whisper (So don't leave)

There's nothing left in me (Please help me)

Not even my body is strong enough to fight (Let's make this right)

Please help me make this right

Suppose that I was wrong

Suppose you were here

And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears

And suppose this fight just dissapeared

In my eyes I'm screaming for a sight of you

And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through

And I can't hold on to you

So I guess I'll be lonely too

But I'd rather be here with you.

2008-03-31T20:58:00.002+08:00

Doing a favour to my jie now.. lyrics for November rain by Guns n Roses. let's see...

When I look into your eyes

I can see a love restrained

But darlin' when I hold you

Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

And we both know hearts can change

And it's hard to hold a candle

In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time

Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go

An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today

Walking away

If we could take the timeto lay it on the line

I could rest my head

Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine

So if you want to love me

then darlin' don't refrain

Or I'll just end up walkin'

In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own

Do you need some time...all alone

Everybody needs some time...on their own

Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart

When even friends seem out to harm you

But if you could heal a broken heart

Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on myown

Sometimes I need some time...all alone

Everybody needs some time...on their own

Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside

And shadows still remain

I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness

We still can find a way

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody

Don't ya think that you need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

haha sounds ncie wor the lyrics but nvr really went and listen. i guess this is abt the girl dont like the guy or the guy dont like the girl den v emo den the person trying cheer her up ba.. dono?haha dumb =P

2008-03-31T19:51:00.003+08:00

lols... long time no post le wor... sunday had wedding dinner...wedding lunch actually since its in the afternoon xD den because of that, skipped tuiition haha sry uncle lawrence =P den went out with my cousins to play and walk around at Dhoby Ghaut lo... den ate at long john silver... seriously beats me how my sis can spend 10 whole dollars at long john zzz den after that went home reach abt 9 watch tv do tys ^^ had fun la...

today also quite fun.. run napfa 2.4km think i got 1120 ba... around there lo... then after that watched bl assault wl in class so funny... den choir!!^^ sang the little cuckoo and then tambu so nice sia >_< both olivia and teenage ms lee nvr come.. so the other sec4 altos helped take attendance lo haha. now still have to find kent and yeow chien's number lo... wadever. then later went back with joseph (xD) and qi again... so funny qi's eyebrow everytime emo will go up de wor haha den today made a huge discovery ^^ joseph's one her name actually sound differently lor... hehe. sian tml no pe again... aiya.. anyways...

tml's hazel birthday!! haha sry didnt have time get anything for u but gonna sing birthday song here.

happy birthday to you

happy brithday to you

happy birthday to hazel,

happybirthday to you...

haha

so happy lor.

2008-03-29T16:39:00.002+08:00

oh yay!!! haha last night sth happenened to me that makes me 1 percent less freakish than the people in this world^^ haha guess what? i had a leg cramp!!!! nvr had a leg cramp b4 it wasnt pain lor... its like everyone give me the impression that leg cramp v pain de... i was like o.o so fun haha... cos the only cramp i got was like chest that side cramp ma.... so actually looked forward to leg cramps heh. why got leg cramp lei?

haha because of *bleep* haha not supposed mention worr... anyways... yesterday after e-learning day me, joseph and qi went play *bleep* together.. at first came my house downstairs budden everyone there so decided go 888 plaza there... then reach there no one else except some guys(jiao bins) den shoot until i pehceh le den wanted play match with those other three guys maa... so ask them. then got this guy keep there scold bad word. den in the end play rite, si eh gao xiao lorh they say jump ball den cos joseph stomach pain ma den end up i jump.. den i nvr see the ball fly up lor (cos sun v bright) i stand there like idiot like that... the guy jump up catch the ball den stare at me sia.. den i mark him guard him ma... den he back all the way until backcourt i nearly LOL there lol... den took ball pass to qi he score... den after a while score again.. and again. these three all qi shoot de *clap clap* den got one time they atk again..jospeh pain until sitting on floor le den qi stand there stone.. i go defend den gai!!! so funny lorz den they wa lau... i chiong over lo.. think i scored... and then scored... then towards the end joseph power!!! he stomach ache spree ended den told me end game fast wor... den the two dumb boys who cant dribble cant shoot start passing to each other make me look like monkey =X den still nvm they still scolding bad words lor wad pb hg zzz den same thing happened again lor passed to jy jy owned them badly with his layups.. diao =.= den game ended so funny... haiz.. over le ba.. but still thinking cos so damn fun.. although got some point damn dulan.. haha... nvm ba long post wor... can guess wad *bleep* is? heh.

2008-03-28T08:44:00.006+08:00

pfft yo people!!! e-learning good rite? can stay at home dunnid go school and wear uniform zzz aiya... anyways... first time elearning lor so happy den like almost everyone on9 ^^ can talk to everyone.. jun yong also must be happy de rite haha *coughs* =D most importantly, since now got time till 11.30 chinese period, me gonna write poem haha... i thinking wad topic leh.. erm... no one to dedicate to... erm... to... wl? haha forgave u le la wl long ago lo... think i so xiao qi ah... pffft anyways... i think this one write as song can? haha wen pu help me with it XD

"My friend"

I will always remember the time we've been through

when its time for me to leave you.

It's hard for me to

forget it all...

The things that we did together

sometimes made me upset

and feel like crying.

Cause

my friend,

I was never really angry at you.

It was never too hard to laugh

with you, at you, by your

side.

When you had something to tell,

you always told somebody else.

And not

me.

I was always the last one to know

and it felt so sad.

Inexplicable feelings inside

my heart.

Am i such a irritating person?

or am i just nothing to you...

Cause

my friend,

I always wanted to know

what troubled you.

But all the things that i do,

make you disbelieve

in me.

But sometimes I feel so empty

but you dont tell me what I've done.

It feels like you've misunderstand me

and it's all my fault.

So now,

I walk a lonely road.

The one I've known all my life.

But i'll always be thinking of you,

you're in my heart.

Cause

my friend,

I hope that you'll forgive me

for all the wrong things I've

done.

My friend,

Cause

I'm sorry.

2008-03-26T18:44:00.004+08:00

reached my tenth post =D haha so happy lols... diao really dont understand girls sia shud stop trying. impossible *sighs*so sian lor... did it rain today? felt like there was an excess of water vapor in the air today o.o

hahas anyways... now studying for history test tml and yays!!! tml got choir!!!! dono why a lot people join choir but dont LIKE going to choir and SINGING sia zzz =.= *coughs coughs* sian now dono wad to do..

Sadded paragraphing anything now cos thinking of a certain sumone =D ahahaha still thinking of her actions and everything but... haha emo now. another song that means a lot to me ^^ "Maybe".

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything))

2008-03-25T16:21:00.005+08:00

sheesh rained again thanks to wen qi for sheltering me^^ haha and erm word for today is "ass" hahas. ok ok serious liao. have to make a poem by hook or by crook. hard leh no inspiration.. hmmm.

Living in the past

When you were there, I didn't care at all.

I didn't cherish you or love you,

but pushed you,

and you fall

deeply into the pit that i dug.

Now i think back

on all the cruel things i said

and it ain't worth it to lose you.

Baby

I'm still living in the past,

trying to make each moment last,

forever and

ever.

It's still painful just remembering

how i mistook changing

for nagging,

and my heart feels like tearing.

When I look behind me

and can't see

your face.

The world's all blurry

with my tears all awry

and i have to turn away.

I'm sorry
I'm still living in the past,
trying to make each moment last,
forever and
ever.

I know it's hard for both you and me

to forget the times when we were cheery.

And I want you,

I need you

to forgive me.

Because

I'm still living in the past,
trying to make each moment last,
forever and
ever

and ever.

haha promised to make this poem... made it. like it *coughs coughs* jiie? doubt so it feels out of the topic to me... but hehe used the information in the sms ^^ hope everyone likes it though... if got good ideas tag? heh

2008-03-24T22:38:00.003+08:00

woots today rained plus choir my favourite combination ever. got very very drenched since i didnt bring my umbrella but the sop junior guan rui saved my wet life by coming to shelter me o.o thanks a million once again!! really appreciate it^^ Also, feeling quite happy as i have another song which i discovered is great, pleasing on the ears, and has nice lyrics that appeal to me. hehe. "It's not Over" by secondhand serenade again XD.

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you

It's not over, it's not over, it's not over

Unless you let it break you

It's not over

2008-03-23T21:31:00.005+08:00

lol im so very much inspired by the song "your call" by secondhand serenade... in fact all the songs that secondhand serenade plays and sings are wonderful!!! but for now, the lyrics for "Your Call".

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry

call I'm desperate for your voice

Listening to the song we used to sing

In the car, do you remember

Butterfly, Early Summer

It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine.

Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh

I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh

Cause every breath that you will take

when you are sitting next to me will bring life

into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

(What's your, what's your...)

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone,

and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you

and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight

(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Great song? haha really really great. touching lyrics too. hmmm ok since me is in good mood, here's another song. also by secondhand serenade. "I hate this song"

Speak with your tongue tied,

I know that you're tired

But I just want to know,

Where you want to go,

I may be sad,

But I'm not weak,

This situation is bleak

And you puffy eyes never lie,

Your tears come from inside.

Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer

I guess that yesturday's not good enough for you,

You know that I hate this song,

You know that I hate this song

Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me

I'm feeling real sorry

Your glossy eyes don't need

The sadness they have seen

But you're way too deep to swim

Back up again

But somehow I can't find

The moment you said goodbye

Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer

I guess that yesturday's not good enough for you,

You know that I hate this song,

You know that I hate this song

Because it was written for you

This is becoming a problem I'm hurting it's unfair

But somehow your words,

The way that I heard are haunting me,

You're under my skin

You're breaking in,

And the tasteless fights that filled our nights

Are starting to cave in,

You're under my skin

You're breaking in

And if Sundays what it takes to prove

I have nothing else to loose

Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer

I guess that yesturday's not good enough for you,

You know that I hate this song,

You know that I hate this song

Because it was written for you

2008-03-22T17:33:00.005+08:00

lol... hmm since now its raining.. guess i'll type it out for all u people to see. wen pu not copying u i dont make poems de, but this is what i actually thought abt the past few days..

Hurt

It hurts knowing for sure that the person you like doesn't like you
without her telling you.
It hurts engrossing yourself in lots and lots of work because
you need to concentrate on something else but her.
It's hurts deciding you want to forget that particular person
because you love her.
It hurts when you see or think of her again
when you've already let go.
Your heart is in a million pieces and
it really really hurts.
Can that be helped?
I think not.
Whatever you do, it'll hurt.

2008-03-21T19:27:00.002+08:00

pffft. lols sadded just now went study with jun yong and his super gao xiao frens at bukit batok mac so funny lor. one of his frens, jie ying was like so flustered when her mum called and say want to surprise check whether really studying anot.. den the two girls were like 怎麼辦怎麼辦!!! lols damn funny. den keep stepping people like lor i not even involved they terrorised my leg =.= but ended up laughing soo much cos jie ying v humourous. also helped them with maths questions... hahas gtg eat dinner leh so cant blog le byee~~

2008-03-19T19:03:00.002+08:00

lols hiya all!!! so bored sia. who wanna watch sky of love with me on friday at causeway? lols wanna watch with some girls and guys haha... anyways... physics time prac today was surprisingly easy... and felt light-headed again in the morning... haiz.. so sian nth to write le... except we talked abt hamsters all da =X haha at least my friends and i la... btw people, got sth philosophical here:

Don't think.

Just do it.

Don't think about the way of life

and why we exist.

Just live your life.

Don't think.

haha.

2008-03-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

sadded. lols today had napfa 5 items... lol lookie at results!!

Chin-up: 0

Sit-up: 43

Standing broad jump: 182

Shuttle run: 10.8s

Sit-and-reach: 42!!!

So... lousy rite? pffft really lor i v touched today during the chin up... i was like almost making it and everyone was rooting me on ( well,sort of ). BUt, i didnt make it... wtf sia. haiz nvm... gonna go train hard XD sian...

2008-03-17T22:18:00.001+08:00

haha just made a new blog woots.. cool eh? love rain lots... dont u all? hahas anyways my life is kinda... sad. just wanna share with u all... my life sucks.. totally sucks... dont ask me why... lets c. things like studies feelings and family? haha pffft super unfair lor. btw, new word for the month( i hope) "pffft". hahas bye for now!!!

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